Jester's Privilege

by Maxwell Lee

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $10 USD  or more

     

1.
I Forget 03:24
Well you may have heard That I've seen it all But half of which I just can't recall And what I can It just makes me laugh I'm sure I forgot The better half For the part That still remains I've lost the words That could explain I remember faces And forgot their names Of all those friends And places Gone up in flames But what I have I'm glad I've got I've gained a little And I’ve lost a lot And when it's gone Well I watched it go And all that's left Is what I know I've seen the sun After it rains I've climbed a tree And I’ve carved my name I've picked a fight And I’ve broken them up I've tossed a coin Into a cup I've had a coin Tossed down to me I've been up for days I've sailed the sea I've been on board And I’ve run aground I've buried treasure And gold I've found I've been alive And I’ve flown a kite I've shaken hands With death And I’ve seen the light I've watched them die Shooting railroad spikes Chasing broken bottles Down that runaway life And I've found love And I’ve lost the flame I've waited for her To come again I've seen them crawl Through this life Of debt I've seen them caged And kept as pets I've breathed the air And I’ve coughed up smoke I've been cut deep And ribs I've broke I've lent a hand And I’ve won a bet But what I've won I always Forget
2.
Born again fool At a table for two Sitting alone Upon a pigeon's stool Who burnt both chairs And felt cold by the fire Poor comedian  You've come undone Wasted your jokes Upon a setting sun Now only to yourself Speak in hideous one-liners Two faces speak In tongues of Greek One laughs As the other weeps Both keep their secrets  From each other It's a hardened mask That fits at last Keeping it on Is now your only task Survive unrecognized Forever The lady seeks out Men who'll be Disappointing eventually She must find love In searching For another The light in his eyes Grew dim with time Consumed by A blinding sky Now memories strain As shadows stand in line And so All that you'll know Was stolen And is borrowed The truth didn't change You just ain't the same And old flames burn out Then return Ashes fall As fire learns Candles in hand Everyone waits their turn Yet two red hands In cuffs demand That someone just doesn't Understand Someone else says Help yourself my friend A bird of gold Was caught and told She'd never fly On wind so cold Icicles were clinging To his teeth Her sorrow floated Out to sea In a bottle Addressed to me I found it And took a long drink And so All that you'll know Was stolen And is borrowed The truth didn't change You just forgot its name
3.
Sidewalk's all cracked The street lamp light's out Plastic bags say Thank You All over town And it ain't nighttime Those ain't rain clouds This kind of darkness Is something else The wind's blowing Our mess around The dead took shelter They're all underground And someone's calling my name From down south And I'm on my way My way down now I can't quite say it Just plain and straight out It's not that I don't want to I just don't know how And there's no whistle blowing No train sounds That noise your hearing Is something else Maybe someday I'll learn To lie down But tomorrow's just too far It's too far now And I get worried Just when I smile Because it's always changing Into something else Maybe someday I'll learn To lie down But tomorrow's just too far It's too far now
4.
Until Then 03:13
Old issues of the news Line the cage Of a captive bird Swinging trapped inside A broken bell On a flattened curve Singing such a strange Familiar tune I can’t seem to help But hum it too Took a long drive And found There’s an end To every road You said that you knew the way But then confessed You don’t Always been saying That you will But I bet you won’t Just try to tell me something That I don’t know Been watching it unwind Every hour Takes its turn Feels just like nothing now As your fingers Trace the words That appear on your window Where you breathe You’ve wiped them all away But they never leave Pour memories Half filled up And thrown against the wall Still stepping On those pieces You never seem To find them all I know this has happened So many times before The writing’s on the wall And there’s blood All over the floor Old issues of the news Line the streets throughout this town Hear the sirens coming Where are they going now I know that we will never Be here again So let’s stay Right here Until then
5.
Middle Man 03:14
I never met the middle man He never spoke Just exchanged hands The siren’s song was the tune to which he danced Just like the undertaker Counting his friends I had a friend who knew him well But how they met She’d never tell She filled my glass so I never asked As I made note that she only spoke Of her distant past I’ve seen that middle man before His many faces and the open door I’ve been in his house Passed out on his couch Face down on the floor Was always cold Like a jailhouse cell The mortuary And the bank’s stronghold Just like the question, that you never ask The middle man has half a glass That’s always full of something that you’d rather not know of But you know it’s there The smoke and mirrors Neon lights That stink in the air Take a deep breath The middle man’s the phantom’s mask Flowers on the grave The cork in the cask That twist-and-screw will never do If he’s the one that taught you So I’d keep my eye On where he stands That middle man Trying to bribe the tides He’s pulling
6.
Gone Blind 03:20
This world’s an eye for an eye No wonder everybody’s gone blind I know It comes at no surprise  Nothing is one of a kind Ten million words used to describe This hole Waiting beneath the sky Behold Well now you’ve got time to pray God is listening I hope you got something Good to say There’s no use lying now The truth always comes out A few years and a couple of days The lord moves in mysterious ways  We waltz in circles Around the drain Three meals and they’re all the same Striped suits in a checkered frame There are no windows here But you can hear the rain For gold Well now you’ve got time To play The game is rigged I know But you roll the dice anyway There’s no use keeping count When it’s all run out Oh Well now you got time  To say I’m sorry That the light Just had to be borne by flames But it’s not your fault We know who makes the call No it’s not your fault We know who makes the call
7.
My Place 04:57
It’s funny how they held you down After you tripped and fell They set the trap To do the trick And so you might as well Have never learned to walk As you started off Learning how to crawl Living on your hands and knees At least you’ll never have to fall That far down But ever since you started walking And began to increase the pace That set the whistle blowing Meaning that it’s time to take your place Amongst the dead And those who are Dying Striving Trying Just to live They who have been fooled Into thinking That they’ll get back Just what they give But it turns out That all you’ll get is Something taken away They teach you how to count So that you know How much to pay And everything that you thought you owned Will be just short of what you owe So you might just take off running Thinking that there’s someplace else Else to go And then the fear That you once felt Is now the horror That you know Grim is the crop that you now reap And these rags You’ll have to sew But since you’re here Breathing Beating that trashcan of a heart Maybe you can figure out How to turn this garbage Into art And you can sometimes Look back and wonder If you even had a chance from the start But then be sure to look down At that treasure in your shopping cart And you shall come to realize that This is neither circle Nor a race Laughing into the night sky Thinking I love life But this ain’t my place Oh I love life But this Ain’t My Place

credits

released May 13, 2022

Songs written, performed and recorded by Maxwell Lee.
Mastered by David Maclay
Album art by Adel Maxwell

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Maxwell Lee New Orleans, Louisiana

My Place Is A Place Of Many Places

#MPIAPOMP

contact / help

Contact Maxwell Lee

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Maxwell Lee, you may also like: